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{Sunday, August 03, 2003 . Pay It Forward}

I watched a really good movie earliar this night. I watched Pay It Forward, the closest movie that will bring me tears is that one. I nearly did tonight, not just because of the movie, but for other things as well.

There's this fad going around with music lyrics and stuff. So I thought I would jump in post these lyrics also. Im sure Aeri would love this one. ^__^

"Addicted"

I heard you're doing okay
But I want you to know
I'm a dick
I'm addicted to you
I can't pretend I don't care
When you don't think about me
Do you think I deserve this?

I tried to make you happy but you left anyway

I'm trying to forget that
I'm addicted to you
BUt I want it and I need it
I'm addicted to you
Now it's over
Can't forget what you said
And I never wanna do this again
Heartbreaker

Since the day I met you
And after all we've been through
I'm still a dick
I'm addicted to you
I think you know that it's true
I'd run a thousand miles to get you
Do you think I deserve this?

I tried to make you happy
I did all that I could
Just to keep you
But you left anyway

How long will I be waiting?
Until the end of time
I don't know why I'm still waiting
I can't make you mine

Heartbreaker
I'm addicted to you

- Simple Plan

Some of you may have noticed in the last 2 posts, I kind of contradict myself. To set things straight, I feel Dark, not depressed just Dark.

- Keeper of the Darkness Flame

Joe blogged on 11:36 PM


Darkness Flame

Surrounded by flames.
Sweating cold beads of sweat.
Sprawled across floor.
Empty ceiling.
Unable to take action.
Dark…

Flames lick at me.
Feeling pain,
I pull back.
Futile, flames inch closer.
I check myself,
no burns, wounds, nor blood,
yet pain…

Darkness Flame…

Flames that burn the soul.
Soon they will engulf what is me.
Soulless, I will wander looking
for my soul.
So please, put it out…

- Keeper of the Darkness Flame

Joe blogged on 11:03 AM


Yesterday, was a really long day. It even branched out into earliar this morning. I had a discussion which kinda slapped me in the face and woke me up, so now I'm not so depressed about my most recent...troubles.

Before that, however, I had dinner with two very special friends of mine, so thank you both, Felicia and Mai, for gracing me with your presence at my table and allowing my mother to cook for someone else rather than me and my brother. Thank You.

Then I had a long long nite. I discovered a book that Hakuryu had recieved from Midoriryu. It's quite the book and my quite attatched to it. I spent several hours reading that and before I knew it...it was 4 A.M.

On top of all that, I felt...dark. Depressed could be used, but just plain dark. When someone causes me to be this way, through whatever means, it means something. Only two others in this world have succeeded in bring this out of me. And they both are two of the few people that are really close to me.

I wrote two poems again. One of the titles was inspired by Animatrix. Once you read the title for that, you will know what I'm refering to, I'm sure Wells would know. The other's title was inspired by Hiei from Yu Yu Hakusho, one of his special techniques is what that poem is called.

And if you have noticed...I renamed the site and it also has a new little message dealie. With yesterdays events occuring I felt this is what happened: "This Phoenix has finally passed away and from the ashes, a new one has been born". So in "celebration" of that, I renamed the site according to what I feel. Funny however, only one person will truly understand what it means...Felicia ^__^.

- Keeper of The Darkness Flame


Joe blogged on 10:59 AM

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